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♥ Wednesday, June 30 ♥
freak.
another sucky paper today.. wad da hell... ok.. maybe it's not as bad as my chem paper.. which...i wrote nothin but rubbish.. prolly juz crapping my way thru.. -sighz- this cant be happening... gosh. aniwae.. I HATE DA BASTURD IN MY HOUSE.. i will ALWAYS HATE YOU!!!!!! freak it. damn him to hell.. if i had a chance.. I'LL GORGE YOU FUCKIN EYES OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS!!!! -GrOwLs- once more,before i go FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!! | rUnS oFf |  left her thoughts ♥ 6:32:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, June 29 ♥
oh man.
juz came home... had 3 hours of... err..chinese oral & listening. i screwed up my maths paper today. so did i,for my chem & socoal studies yest. hafnt studied bio. and tomorrow's my paper. i'm prepared to fail. -sighz- Friday's my O level oral. i'm da second person. how bad can it be? Saturday's my listening. debatin if i should go on fri nite. i shouldnt. tts da right thing to do.... -sighz- i seriously have no discipline.. damn me.... | bAd dAy | left her thoughts ♥ 2:53:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 27 ♥
ArGGGGGggg..
my nose HURTS.. FREAK IT... -pOuTs-. hate it. mouth's painful too... I WANT IT TO GO AWAY!!!!!!!!... not my mouth to go away, DA PAIN!!!!!... i've got s.s n chem paper tomolo. so wad da hell am i doin here... UrGg... irritatin piece of ****... | StoRMs OfF | left her thoughts ♥ 1:31:00 PM
♥ Saturday, June 26 ♥
ok...yest nite was bad.i mean REALLY bad.
was dead drunk yesterday. paid $12 bucks to enter monks... BUT,i nv danced. i was drunk from 11 to 4am. i didnt plan to get drunk.. i dunno wad *jac* gave me to drink. but after i drank, 5 mins later,i was on da floor. was wailing like some lunatic.. i dunno wad happened.. i really duno i woke up this mornin, my nose bled, my teeth hurts.. called my friends up. they said, *aj* wanted to help me, i pushed her away. i was near the river, i slipped n fell, i fell n knocked da railin, there went my nose, it bled. according to *aj*,blood splurted out... gosh... wad did i do?? i kept vomitting. shit. wad da hell happened yest???.. -sighs-.. i dunno... | fEeliNg tErriblE | left her thoughts ♥ 3:24:00 PM
♥ Thursday, June 24 ♥
Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back)
See, I don't.. know why.. I liked you so much, I gave you all of my trust.. I told you.. I loved you.. Now that's all down the drain.. You put me through pain.. I wanna let you know how I feel.. Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.. Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.. Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.. Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back.. Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.. Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.. Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.. Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back.. You thought.. you could.. Keep this shit from me.. Yeah, you burned bitch.. I heard the story.. You played me.. You even gave him head.. Now you're asking for me back.. You're just another hag.. Look elsewhere 'cause you're done with me.. Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.. Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.. Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.. Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back.. Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.. Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.. Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.. Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. You questioned.. Did I care? You can ask anyone.. I even said you were my great one.. Now it's.. over.. But I do admit I'm sad.. It hurts real bad.. I can't sweat that cos I loved a hoe.. Fuck what I said.. It don't mean shit now.. Fuck the presents, might as well throw 'em out.. Fuck all those kisses, they didn't mean jack.. Fuck you, you hoe.. I don't want you back.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. oh, oh, uh huh, yeah.. cHeRyL[24] left her thoughts ♥ 5:12:00 PM
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well,life's not too good for me i say,
ever since da day i said "goodbye". i sit & tink bout it everyday. contemplating if wad i did was right. i realli haf no idea... i juz want a break... i hope everythin will be alright... +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ was in town since 9 am yest. supposed to haf art. but when i went there, there wasnt a soul.. was bored, *joven* was supposed to go fer an interview at 9.30am. called her at 9,and she juz woke up. so,i rushed to pick her up and rushed to da place fer her interview. waited fer her for like 2 and a half hours.... i almost rotted while waitin. we headed town after that.. walked n walked, in search for matchin shirts.. juz for monks... how dumb..ahaha. went home at 3pm, changed and met *joven* back in town again... took neo-prints. it sucked. i pressed the wrong button fer da neo print machine. n we had a bad time takin photos. we were all blur coz it was so fast... after tt, met up with *xiao xin*,*mel n travis*,*jo*,*mic*..blah blah.. sat n stone till 7pm, was pretty hungry so my n *joven* went ta eat... -pastamania- was da place.... was so full... stomach was bulging.. so i asked *joven* to cover my stomach fer me.. hahaha... we slacked till 8.30pm den i sent *joven* home, and i went home.. and that was how i passed my day.... -smiles- | nO-bRaInS | left her thoughts ♥ 10:19:00 AM
♥ Tuesday, June 22 ♥
came back frm sch not long ago..
went back fer Art from 9am-4pm. realli tired.. *aj* came over yest to help me do my art.. thanx. i guess things between us are different now.. i saw somethin on her... it was realli disturbing.. i saw my name on her hand.. WHY???... y do such things?? you were the one who told me not to do such silly things.. we haf to love ourselves before loving others.. how can u do this to yourself?? it really hurts me... PLEASE..dont do that..PLEASE!!! ma saw it.... she told me to tell *aj* not to do such things... -sighs-.... wad can i say?? i'm speechless... wad's more to say????? | sAdDneSs fIlLs mY heArT | left her thoughts ♥ 5:38:00 PM
♥ Monday, June 21 ♥
it was supposed to be a happy day yest.
but i tink i spoiled it all... -cries- it was suppoesed to a happy 8th month anni day. but..i screwed it all. *aj* and i talked.. i asked for a time out. maybe i need a break from us. she agreed. but i guessed i broke her heart. sorry... maybe things are better this way. for awhile.. we'll work things out.. hopefully our relationship wld be better. haiz.. sorry *aj*. AJ i did love u. i still do. | FeElInG DoWn | left her thoughts ♥ 10:13:00 AM
♥ Sunday, June 20 ♥
man..i'm really bored.
I MEAN REALLY BORED. cant study. ok I MUZ study.. prolly later... not in da best of moods to study. slpt at 3.30 last nite.. tired.. but!i'm fine. well, This is to u Kel: wad we had is over, we did had fun. but why do u look back? we cant afford to look back, to dwell in da past, hoping that things would be the same. u said this to me before, "did i lose my love to someone else? does tt person love u as much as i do? i really really do." well,i am sorry.. maybe u did lose me to someone else. maybe its time we move on.. dont cry for me. i'm not worthy of your tears. save it for someone else. i believe it wld be better this way. u muz take care. for i am still here. so dry your tears, and look forward to a brighter tomorrow. cheryl[24] HAPPY 8TH MONTH... | sOrRy | left her thoughts ♥ 11:35:00 AM
♥ Saturday, June 19 ♥
went monks yest. was packed like sardines. really bad. 5 mins of dancing on da stage caused me to perspire like no one's business. oh man..really bad. *aj* was supposed to go, but told her not to. kinda regretted tellin her not to.. they played my favourite love song.. "pretty girl" by Jon B. -sighz-... aniwae... slacked da nite away with *joven*,*daph*,*mich* and someone else... *joven* fell asleep n so did tt person... me,*mich* & *daph* talked... we were exchanging Ghost stories... pretty freaked out. especially when i gotta walk home myself... but,i made it home..haha aniwae... i'm missing some1... oh well.... shall take my leave... tataz... | mIsSiN sUm1 | left her thoughts ♥ 2:03:00 PM
♥ Thursday, June 17 ♥
juz finished my tuition.
bored. cant study. mid yr's only 1 wk away. how?? i have not started studyin. i'm gonna meet my doom. freak it. just don't have the mood to study. prelims's comin. maybe in a few months time. but hey. if i keep tinkin it's gonna be in a few months' time, i'm not gonna study at all. in the end, i'll be at the losin end. damn... | sLaCkInG | left her thoughts ♥ 2:31:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, June 16 ♥
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'VE GOTTA NEW COMPUTER!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! I'M SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! hee...i can use the computer now.. YES!!!!!! going town soon,together with my mama. meetin *aj* there. all of us are gonna watch "TROY" slow arent we?? haha.... cant wait to tell *aj* how happy i am.. HEE!!!! -jUmpS aRoUnd lIke A lUnAtiC- hApPy!!!!!!!!!! -wAvEs- | joYfUl | left her thoughts ♥ 6:30:00 PM
♥ Sunday, June 13 ♥
i'm now at Xing Ying's house.
came over to watch da soccer match. everyone's slpin like pigs.. *aj* is one of em... she juz came back today. well,i'm definitely delighted upon seeing her... miss her. went monks yest. nothing interesting happened. as always.. yep. i'm realli tired... -yawnz- goin home at 6. tataz. left her thoughts ♥ 2:57:00 AM
♥ Wednesday, June 9 ♥
after a long break from blogging,
i'm finally back. lots of complaints bout me not bloggin.. alrite, my comp's dead. cant revive it anymore. *aj* left for japan on fri,4 jun. miss her loads,i guess. did lots of thinkin. about life & stuff. came up with no conclusions. i shall continue to ponder... had a nightmare yest. really horrifying. but its over. yesterday, sat down & did my damn art from 1.30 to 4 in sch. went home n continued till 9 plus. i'm so sick of art... -dreads- oh well.. life's not a bed of roses. damn it.y cant it be? anyway,i shall take my leave. bye. ____________________________________________________________________________________ Don't Wanna Think About You Can you leave me here alone now I don't want to hear you say that you know me that I should be always doing what you say 'cause I'm trying to get through today and there's one thing I know I don't wanna think about you or think about me don't wanna figure this out don't wanna think about you or think about nothing don't wanna talk this one out won't let you bring me down 'cause i know don't wanna think about you don't wanna think about you When I wake up here tomorrow things will never be the same 'cause I won't wait 'cause you won't change and you'll always be this way now I'm gunna get through today and there's one thing I know Don't wanna think about you or think about me don't wanna figure this out don't wanna think about you or think about nothing don't wanna talk this one out this time won't let you bring me down won't let you shut me out this time I know don't wanna think about you run away, run away im running as fast as i can run away, run away i'll never come back again run away, run away don't wanna think about you or think about me don't wanna figure this out think about me don't wanna talk this one out Don't wanna think about you or think about me don't wanna figure this out don't wanna think about you or think about nothing don't wanna talk this one out this time won't let you bring me down won't let you shut me out this time I know don't wanna think about you run away, run away don't wanna think about you run away, run away don't wanna think about you run away, run away don't wanna think about you run away, run away left her thoughts ♥ 11:25:00 AM
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